Sunday, 16 January 2011

Getting Ready for Tomorrow

I have spent today preparing to move back down to Sheffield. Yes, I am using the word move, even though about half of my things are already down there, and have been since September. It really does feel like I am moving all over again. I've packed my things and said goodbye to my boyfriend, which was a very tearful affair. I'm now not going to see him for two weeks, not even for his birthday which breaks my heart but what can I do? I don't have to go back tomorrow, but I am because I want to start my routine; get back to the gym, eat properly and start writing regularly at set times. I think once I get down there it'll be OK and I will get back into living on my own and being independent, though I wonder how long it will take for homesickness to kick in (apart from the fact I already feel homesick).

I have to say that's about all was to my day today. A lot of tears and goodbyes and talking about how things have been "our last until..." which in hindsight probably wasn't the best move but it's done now. Anyway, this is my last post from my lovely home and my next will be coming from Sheffield, my other home.